5.23.2007

Moving beyond OCD

If you didn't know, I have "struggled" with OCD since the age of 6. I won't bore you with each and every habit/tick/compulsion, but I'd like to touch on spelling and grammar. For the most part, through emotional healing and new habits, have been OCD "free-er." Some find OCD to be some cool thing; I find it to be tortuous and tiring (a prison of sorts).
I recently started notcing that people are catching my misspellings. Normally, this would be something that irritated me greatly. It would mean that I hadn't checked enough and put out an imperfect product (old thinking pattern). Now, I kind of chuckle when someone points out my spelling mistake, because I really don't care. This is a good sign. Not that I'd become illiterate or "dumb-down" but to allow myself the freedom to type what comes to mind and hit the submit button without obsessing (10-12 times I would check my comment/e-mail), then save as a draft, then repeat, then repeat, then repeat, then repeat. Ugh. I won't even get into how many things I used to count in my head, and how many times I had to check my alarm at night or if my car had been alarmed/locked.
Anyway, I don't want to obsess about not obsessing as much. Emotional healing was the key for me, along with speaking scriptures of peace over myself-- with regards to OCD. There's no formula, but I'd recommend, every time, that inner-healing helps with those struggling with OCD. If you notice that I've misspelled something or my grammar is off-- feel free to let me know. I'm past the pull it once had. :>)

6 comments:

digapigmy said...

dude, your spelling is fine - it's your crazy use of commas that gets into my ocd discomfort zone.

JayBird said...

You lack comma undertanding. When would you like for me to tutor you?

Jeni said...

How did you know that I was arranging a comma class for all bloggers? He he he!!!

I try not to make a habit of pointing out spelling/grammar mistakes unless it's someone who claims to be very precise about it. You've never made this claim to me, so you're not really a target.

The only major spelling trigger for me when reading other people's comments and notes is my name. (Sorry about that...) It's probably a confidence thing, but I just don't like being lumped in with the "jenny"s.

JayBird said...

Sorry about that, Jenny. ;>) No worries, it wasn't your comment that caused me to pose this topic. :>)

georgia said...

Now I will have to proofread all of your posts to look for spelling errors. :)

heh, heh

babsboss said...

Spelling is stupid. Jay is great. :) I think I'm going to get to see you and mindy this weekend. I will make sure to only say nice things to you.
ha.